We have this exciting time together,then he leaver and I miss him,but at least I'm not dying inside.When someone's always around me.I'm suffocating.I mean,I'm really happy only when I'm on my own.Even being alone,it's better than sitting next to a lover and feeling lonely.It's not so easy for me to be a romantic.You start off that way,and after you've been screwed over a few times.You forget about your delusional ideas and you take what comes into your life.That's not even true.I haven't been screwed over.I've just had too many blah relationships.My ex-borfriends weren't mean,they cared for me.But there were no real connection or excitement.At least,not from my side.You know,it's weird.People think they are the only one going through tough times.——《Before Sunset》
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